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Today is not an ordinary day because I made it different. I look just like before, a cross between Lydia Sum and if I centre-part my hair, very much like TF. I have a group of friends who won't stop teasing perhaps until I lose weight. However, they don't mean any harm. It is only a sign of bonding among friends.

Well what is so different about today is that I noticed how much I love creating pictures and writing stories. But of course I have been involved in the tiniest way possible in video productions and creative writing. It is today that I see myself doing this for the rest of my life. What hit me , I don't quite know. I have become so accustomed to scripting, camera works and editing that I could dictate them in my sleep.

Then, today I unlearn all that I know so that I don't become proud. It is dangerous when I stop learning on the basis that there is nothing more and it means I stop growing too. Everything I do now is fresh and it was as if I am doing it for the first time. That I have never held a camera before. There was something else inside, something familiar and at the same time novel. It is the end of boredom because every second regenerates itself in a new birth.

With this realisation, the works that my godparents bestow upon me have much more meaning. The path clears on its own. I see a road now. Compassion and love sealed on my heart.

Finally, life begins and ends in a single breath.